“Just because you shot Jesse James, don’t make you Jesse James”
– Mike Ehrmantraut
This is a personal blog about stuff that happens in my life.
I like Computer Programming, EDM(Trance) and Crystal Meth.
18:49
Blowing fat cloudz again this evening after a couple of days of sleep that I really needed. Watching a video atm about how to write midleware properly with Express.
20:44
Gettin very fuckin horny:
01:45
Stupid google have done something with their cloud platform and now the conversational agent simulator isn’t working properly.
18:14
TIRED. Didn’t really get much bang for my buck last night or maybe I’ve just hit the wall? Not this soon though. Must be the product. It’s ALWAYS the product.
Organised for a centrelink advance today which will arrive in my account on Monday. First thing I gotta do is get my laptop back just checked the chit damn it will be an extra month of interest by Monday. An extra $50! I could maybe ask my dad for a one day loan of $350.
So the injury in my crotch is just not healing because I keep stimfapping and I managed to miss the in person appointment with my doctor to have him take a look at it.
TIRED
19:21
Just took 5mg Olanzapine. My head and face feel very warm it’s weird. Anyway fuck this crap with Israel and Iran?! Glenn Greenwald is all over their sneaky arses. I don’t particularly give a fuck I know how the U.S. military industrial complex works the part that shits me is the morose pleasure the legacy media outlets derive in having something so salacious to cover 24/7.
So I think I’m going to pursue becoming a Google Cloud Partner. Oooh Olanzapine wafer kicking in already gotta try not to eat all the carbs in the house. Gonna watch Heathers and take it from there.
19:40
I’m chatting to some guy I met on recon. Flirting with the idea of getting into some filthy kinky stuff with him but PLANNED. Need to get to know him a bit first I think instead of streaming the dirtiest scenario ever conceived in my head straight away. I don’t even know if I want to do the things I think about when blowing cloudz or if it’s just the product of very poor self esteem.
23:56
Wow that only JUST qualifies as Wednesday. So successfully helped my Dad relocate back to the big smoke earlier this week. I am a little worried about him though he has lost so much weight and he doesn’t eat enough protein. Maybe I will have to start going over there and cooking him one of my own protein rich dinners.
I can only cook to save myself but typically I fry a beef patty with a slice of cheese and then a fried egg on top. It’s heaps of protein and I’m hoping if I make it my primary source of nutrition I might earn myself some ketosis cos I am seriously overweight by about 20-30kg. Paradoxical for some who blows clouds like I do.
It’s probably the Olanzapine which I use for landing gear. It puts on weight like there’s no tomorrow and fucks with sugar levels. I was just bitching about it to a friend last night then I went and laid down and got a solid 12 hours of sleep. I really needed that sleep.
Argh my brain is not really engaged tonight. Probably the 15mg of olanzapine still kicking plus I was physically exhausted Tuesday night as I’d walked well over 10,000 steps on Monday.
16:46
Up and about again after being asleep for a couple of days. My dad is heaps stressing about the move which is understandable. In fact I’m going to head there now a fix the Internet.
Just finishing of a new trance mix first. Feeling the urge to stimfapp but that is strictly forbidden for the next few days while Dad is moving.
19:26
Just been and tried to get the Internet working at Dad’s new place. Got line sync but it would log in. We’ll obviously have to put his credentials in manually.
Gawd better not blow too many cloudz can’t afford to get horny and distracted. Will go have some dinner and a shower.
13:53
My neighbours. Still with the fucking constant opening and closing doors. It’s like some demented Benny Hill skit.
Finally blowing clouds today after waiting all night and it seems the curse is lifted!
Am juggling three different things right now. Trying to learn about GCP virtual agent flows, editing this blog and looking at porn (high probability of stimfapping lately).
Horror of horrors my lighter is almost empty.
17:16
STILL with the neighbours. LOL. Fuck where has the day gone.
19:43
As usual whenever I turn my music on I hear the doors of my neighbours open and close I don’t know what the fuck that is all about but I do know they are rabid locusts.
Am currently listening to this mix I made:
or if you don’t have YouTube Premium:
The mix from Ocean Rain into Meet Her At The Love Parade is pretty fuckin epic. Just blew a pretty epic cloud and am feeling the love.
I’ve managed to get my virtual agent working pretty well on my website.
By the way you really should have YouTube premium. I resisted the promotion of it for years then thought “fuck it” and gave it a try. It is the best $17 a month I spend in my entire life. I would rather go hungry than live without it.